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Monday, June 1st, 2009
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4:05 pm
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When I think about it, I'm handling all of this similarly to how I handled the divorce. I've been hiding from the truth. Who wants to feel this pain? Who wants to say, 'I just chopped the head off Miss Molly,the nice old cashier from Marty's'? But is ignoring the fact that most of the people I know are dead or infected any better? It's all been weighing so heavily on me. I haven't been sure how to handle this, but...
Ugh,It feels like my sanity is slowly creeping away from me as each moment passes. Especially with what happened today. Why the hell was this happening? I don't want to die...That much I DO know. I can't run from the past anymore. And I can't run from the truth of Ashclaw's condition. There are people counting on me now. Yuuki, Valen...maybe even Rin (though, I doubt it). And the rest of the citizens of Ashclaw. I shall bear their burden. I will give my all to right the wrongs placed upon this town. My town.I am not weak. I realized that when I left her. I've survived for a reason. This won't be easy, but for the first time in a long while, I have faith in myself. Maybe...
This is a lot to overcome.
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